August 27, 2011

Saturday... I like this way of blogging. No one reads this and I can write what is really on my mind. I'm reading a book and it said that this is one way to relieve depressing and loneliness. So here goes. I wish my family could be together. I wish all of my children would talk to each other . I wish my children would call and talk to Dan and I. But that doesn't happen and if wishes were horses then bums would ride or however that old tale goes. I have talked to all of my children this week, but it was because we, no I made the effort. I don't understand why they don't call. I don't think I pry into their business. I don't give advice. I don't go to their homes unless invited or unless I have something to give to them. Their wives are part of the problem. But nothing I can do about them. So here I am wishing they would call and getting no where. So I did call Trent today. We haven't heard from since Father's day. He did return the call rather quickly since they weren't at home when we called. We have to play dumb about what we know about their life. I have to be quiet about Stacy's life and let Stacy tell them. I think I have been too vocal in telling too much to her brothers. I don't know. We just don't communicate well. I only assume some things with comments I hear and try to guess what people really mean.

Well, I do feel a little better after putting this on paper. Glad no one will read this. So now I'm going snail hunting!